You may use anything I posted on this blog, like drawings (although I doubt you will since they are all low quality), and you may do anything to them (even make fun of them), as long as you don't take credit for the original. You don't even have to say where it came from, as long as it's clear that someone drew it/wrote it/took a picture of it, and it wasn't you.

I mean, I'd still like to know if you use something that I posted here, but you don't exactly need my permission to do it.

Okay? Okay.

Sunday, April 26, 2015

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! and Katy Eye

Hello world!

I WAS LOOKING THROUGH MY OLD POSTS AND REALIZED

TODAY MARKS TWO YEARS SINCE I STARTED THIS BLOG!!!

*extreme confetti that I'll never clean up*

My, how time runs fast, and life changes.

Now I return to the original reason I wrote this second post today that keeps getting longer as I find stuff to add to it. *sweat drop*

Reread My Evil Twin by Thomas McKean (seriously a great book) and How to Draw More Manga by Katy Coope. I finally decided I'd put Katy's tips to use.

Cuz I didn't want lined paper and was too lazy to find some plain, I grabbed a napkin. (Also, I kinda feel like using a napkin would be the kind of thing a real artist would do.)

This is how she usually draws eyes, along with the different variations presented. I found it sometimes similar to the way Arakawa draws.



That fifth one came out too big for an eyebrow and a little wonky in my opinion... And I had in my backpack a black, blue, and purple pen, so.

Though I think it looks like a simplified copy of Coope's work in the book, I'm still proud of what I sketched on the other side:


His eyes ended up kinda mean, but it's balanced out by his eyebrows... If you can see them. *sweat drop* Why do I draw eyebrows too high?

It feels weird to give characters names of people I've already met before (I'm not best friends with a Cooper, but I know one) but it just seems to fit this guy so perfectly. What an average name for a guy with blue hair. *chuckle* He may or may not stay with that color.

Cooper Reynolds is now in my character list, and Katy eyes is now in my drawing arsenal! (Along with Alice eyes, Ed eyes, Al eyes, and my eyes.)

(As I was editing this later today, I realized... Coope... Cooper... That's probably not a coincidence. I'm sorry, author!~ *sob*)

Speak No Feeling and DANCE!~

Hello world!

Just gonna say, I've had the song from the "Traumerei" AMV stuck in my head all day. I've wanted to whip out YouTube and actually listen/watch it again, but I think I shouldn't cuz it's Sunday. *tear* Usually I'm not upset over the day of the week or whatever, but sometimes I just have songs or stories in my head when I really shouldn't and that's frustrating. *sweat drop*

I finally got 5 chapters done for the sequel of "Family History", and now working on 6th. I actually thought of a really good title! It was originally "Discoveries" but I knew that was lame. But now the story is...

Visiting Homeland.

Whatcha think? It sounds more interesting, and I think it'd certainly stand out more in the FMA archives.

And I actually thought of a new story, but an original! See, I read a few stories from an author on FFN. They're actually not very good at the writing itself, but they had interesting ideas. One I was intrigued by the background of (though disappointed by execution) was one called "The Joker Project". 

You know me- I like taking people's ideas and trying to make them better.

I'd also thought of using "Speak no feeling", a line from "Hide and Seek" by Imogen Heap (seriously, I luv that song now!), as a title for something. I found something!

So, it's an original work called "Speak No Feeling" inspired by "The Joker Project" with torture and people going crazy and stuff. *flashes an innocent smile*

I've read a lot of horror/angst stuff the past few days... I wonder if I'm actually able to write it myself.

Our TVs are gone, so I've been doing a ton of reading and a dash of writing and YouTube lately (ohmygosh, why didn't I ever watch OlanRogers before?!), while my mom's been watching a ton of YouTube. Specifically, soap opera episodes on YouTube.

She finished seeing the final episodes for a soap opera they'd been showing on TV, then decided to rewatch La Fea Mas Bella, a telenovela from the early 2000s, if I remember correctly. It has younger Jaime Camil! *yay* It's one of her favorite Mexican telenovelas ever.

What's crazy to me is that she's been marathoning like mad. My whole family tends to watch a lot of TV, but this is just ... Whoa.

She watched 55 episodes (45 minutes each) from Tuesday to Saturday.

That is longer than either FMA anime, and she did it in 5 days!

And I know she actually spends plenty of time doing useful stuff every day!

Just... How?!?!

Calm down, Mom, the computer isn't gonna run away...

My World History teacher decided to give us a final project (a surprise project to me) that's a poster with stuff about a certain decade. I ended up in the 80's with two of my guy friends and a nice girl.

Usually, the teachers are nice enough to give us at least one or two days to work on posters in class, but... I don't think our teacher did. So I don't know what we're gonna do. And I missed a day, so I don't know if they actually did work. I don't want everything to end up on that nice girl's shoulders! *tear*

Why did I miss a day? A field trip to something called "Career Awareness Day". I heard speakers from the carter fields STEM (Science, Technology, Engineering, and Mathematics) and Health Science. I was hoping they'd tell me a little more as to science so maybe I'd know better if I want to take that as a career path.

But... Neither group had scientists.

Really?

Science is in your field's flipping name!

There were 3 engineers for STEM, one female energy engineer and two male civil engineers. They actually had some interesting stuff to say, but I don't want to enter engineering, so...

Then for Health Science, they were these two guys who work at a gym. A gym that I guess is connected to a hospital or something, but a gym nonetheless. There were people in the audience that wanted to go into something medical, but these guys know more about fitness, not medicine. *frustrated sigh*

I tried to make the best of it and still learn what I could from them, but most people were equally disappointed in what was offered in the career fair.

It was the first one ever in this school county and, for the sake of future generations around here, I kinda hope it's the last- unless they make improvements.

Last thing- yesterday, Blondie's church put on a "Taste of the South" fair or whatever you wanna call it. It was cute and had some good food, and I got to see a few people outside of school (which sadly included Dallas). And I got to hang out with Blondie and one of her dance friends for a bit. They actually tried to perform their routine for me outside because I arrived just a few minutes after they actually performed it, and I felt really bad for missing it. It was funny to see them try to do it without music and with just the two of them.

Sunday, April 19, 2015

L+Z Friends Forevs, Yo <3

Hello world!

The dreaded moving sale was yesterday. I originally anticipated to write that almost no one came and that it rained all day and the whole thing sucked.

But that didn't actually happen.

Okay, so parts of it sucked, but all in all it was a good (and really tiring) day.

It started at 2:30 AM, when I went to sleep. I'm not kidding. We were busy with some last-minute preparations, taking showers, and enjoying the latest episodes for our favorite shows (which reminds me- how cool was the finale for FaceOff last week?!?!) before our TVs were taken. So my mom and I went to sleep waaaaaaaaaaaay too late.

And then we woke up at 6:00 AM, which was just fantastic. I'd not really eaten anything since around 4 the previous afternoon, so I was really hungry, but feeling kinda sicky like you do when you're starving and too tired to force myself to do anything.

So we did some more last-minute prep, and the first people came in at 7. Note people, not person. As in, like, 5 different couples had been there at 7 on the dot! Isn't that crazy?! (Not too crazy since most were elderly, but still.)

And what's super duper surprising is that, according to my mom, apart from a 5-minute-break, throughout the day, we always had at least one person looking around. At least. There was usually more like 3, or 5, or maybe even more than that! DANG.

Guess you shouldn't underestimate how much Alabamians like yard sales. And the power of online advertising.

A sister and her daughters, then a few other girls from church, arrived soon after and helped out a bit and just did what they could to relieve boredom. They explored and chose items they wanted to get (a lady had actually given all of us $1 tips because two of them had helped her carry stuff to her car); went running around outside out in front and later in the backyard; chatted about stuff and been a little annoying sometimes. 

A few hours in, I actually felt super awake, which was good. I got to have conversations with some of the girls, small chat with a few suckers (oops, I mean customers), and ate some PIZZA!

OHMYGOSH so I never decided what ceramics I wanted to keep, so I just let my mom have both out. I figured if someone bought one, the decision would be made for me. *shrug*

But then a lady actually wanted to buy both! I was nearby when she asked go made them, and it made both of us excited that me, a lil' teenager, made them, and she liked them so much she was gonna have them in her own home! How cool is that? I feel like an accomplished artist because someone bought my work, even though it wasn't even made to be sold. *happy humming of happy*

One girl I'd never really talked much to who was 8 years old I became quite close to all of a sudden. So much so that an item she decided to buy was this pair of necklaces that are friendship necklaces. You know, that one says "Best" and the other says "Friends"? This particular set had little fruit charms on them.

She bought those and gave me one of them.

*audience awws*

Since she has the one that says "Best" and mine says "Friends", I'm gonna call her Best. (Her real name starts with a Z, hence the title.)

This might actually be a very short-lived friendship, cuz, while it'd be cool to visit eventually to see our friends here in the South, there's a high chance that won't happen. Plus, she might not remember me, and I might not remember her.

But she's just so cute that I'm definitely gonna try to remember. I'll always keep this necklace (who I always wanted to share with someone!) and hope I remember the girl that gave it to me at my own moving sale. *chuckle*

Anyway, so the girls left a little past 2, and my mom told me at 2:30 that I could go finally take a nap. I'd felt pretty awake most of the time, but that didn't mean I didn't want to sleep if I could. I read a book for a few minutes, cleared off part of the bed (cuz it was covered in piles of clothes waiting to be sold), curled up, and was out like a light. I didn't wake up until a while after that when my mom shook my shoulder and told me I could now lay down on the bed like a normal person. While I was out, someone had come for the TV and she'd cleared off all the clothes on the bed, plus I think some other stuff happened but I guess it wasn't important enough for her to inform me.

I slept for a few more hours and my mom talked to my sis by phone. My sis had taken her ACT test at the same time as our sale.

At 7, my mom woke me up again and we went to a baby shower. While there, we ate some food (nomnomnom) and my mom sold some more stuff she'd brought in the car! *victory laugh*

By the end of the day, guess how much we'd made?

No, not $100...

No, not $300...

Over $1000!!!

Insanity! And awesomeness-ity! *flaming guitar riff*

We'd pretty much gotten rid of- I mean, sold- almost everything except books, jewelry, and clothes. (I thought that was weird, since that's what I would look for at a yard sale, but okay then.) The plan now is just to sell that stuff to people at church, and then anything else just give to thrift stores or something.

Last thing- this one girl who'd always been kinda bratty (I'm serious about it if I am describing someone as that- besides generic words like butthole, I don't really insult people)... I found out that a few years ago she killed- I repeat, KILLED, a kitten! And then sometime after that, another girl's pet turtle! (It was named Chimichanga. *tear*) How? By throwing them. Just like the chihuahua Webkinz she'd just bought at our sale.

I mean, of course I've tossed my stuffed animals up and down and spinned them around and stuff like that, but the way she'd been doing that to her toy dog... It made me really nervous. I told her "Dude, why are you doing this to poor Puppy? This is animal abuse!" And then the others told me she'd done this to real animals before.

And Best told me that girl once said she'd kill her mom and then herself. When she was, like, 4.

*wide-eyed look* Dat's messed-up, dawg. So. Much.

And that's your daily dose of being disappointed with and scared of the world! *cheesy smile* *runs away* Bai!

Sunday, April 12, 2015

GC, FFN, V

Hello world!

(Title is General Conference, Fanfiction.net, Vocaloid.)

Sorry about that little rant a few days ago. *sweat drop* It was quite the emotional seminary class. And being used to reading angst every once in a while... That just makes your heart break so much faster in other sad situations.

Also, I didn't get a post done last week because of General Conference! *yay*

Alas, it was a bit difficult to concentrate at times. *aww* Especially on Sunday, because by then you start feeling more tired; AND we watched the final session (in Spanish) at a friend's house- said friend had a 6-year old sister running around. That was ugh. But we got through it, and I think I learned something... I think. *tear*

Okay guys, seriously, did Eyring make you cry? I teared up when he was talking! And it's worse cuz he was the very first speaker! YYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Right then and there, I'd decided I'd fast more often. *laughing through tears*

You may/most likely not recall my ceramic projects from last year. (I think I posted pics of all of them...) Yeah, at least most are gonna have to go, along with other art stuff I've made throughout the years. I have stuff all the way back from 5th grade, man! Those projects were on my walls! *tear* I hope we can find our professional camera so I can take really nice pictures of those instead of just my phone. Sometimes pictures turn out good with my phone, but these are pretty important to me...

I've already given my ceramic cat to my friend, but I'm stuck on whether I'll keep my pinch pot or cat mug. I love my mug, but I don't know if I'll actually drink from it... The pinch pot is better for keeping stuff in it, in my personal opinion, but it's easier to make and not as unique... The colors on both are awesome... WhatdoIdo?! Why can't I keep both? Or look into the future to see what I am more likely to use more? GAAAAH!

That GAH reminds me- I saw the final episode for Kickin' It! a few weeks ago. (Ya know, cuz Milton "gah"s a lot?...) Dang, right? Even though I actually didn't see most of it, I'm kinda sad it's done. *sad shrug*

Okay, so I finished "Family History". But most of the reviews were like "NOOO DON'T END LIKE THAT KEEP GOING SKEKIFODMENKRLFOAJ" and... I felt bad. I really liked that ending, but I didn't think it was that bad of a cliffhanger...

So, I'm actually trying to write some more. The sequel at the moment is called "Discoveries", but I hope I'll think of a more interesting title. I'm up to the 4th chapter. I have a few ideas for how to keep going, but I'm really worried about if it'll be enough...

One of my fears is that I'll end up just leaving it, like Ed and Al the Cat.

Both ended 12 chapters in. Not that bad considering I was a newbie in that whole world of fanfiction, but that still hurt. It still kind of hurts.

I wrote "Family History" all the way to the end before posting so I could say "yes, it's finished and has an ending."

Now I'm being asked to not do that, just... keep going without an end in mind, like for Ed and Al the Cat.

I don't want another neglected story on my page! But I don't want to disappoint...

And I don't want the hard work I've been putting into this sequel to go to waste. (I've revised the existing chapters like heck, you know.)

This is a difficult thing for me. I can't decide whether to just start putting up or not. It could be too hasty and just turn into exactly what I feared, or it could never be posted when it would've been a great success.

*deep breath*

Topic change!

My mom said her friend said that it's been recommended to not wear headphones for longer than half an hour a day. *tear* I usually don't wear headphones, but when I do, it's for at least an hour! So this sucks! Butts! I understand the reasoning, but still!... Really? Just 30 freaking minutes is all I get per day? Anarchy!

I've officially decided I'm a Vocaloid fan.

I'd thought I just dabbled a little in a few songs, but now it's more than just dabbling. I attempted to download a dozen songs- mainly Len, a few with Rin too- onto my phone.

Yeah.

I don't know what I did wrong, but I tried to play the songs I just put on my phone, and none of them worked! Not even the ones from the LDS Youth website (that aren't Vocaloid but I'd been meaning to get them too)! What the heck?

There's such a variety of songs for Vocaloid, which is really cool. Fun ones, silly ones, cute ones, dancy ones, classy ones, romantic ones, sad ones, angry ones, deep ones, creepy ones, even horror ones.

Though, a lot of them actually have a sad story... Involving death... And there's a lot of messed-up songs. Like, "that's just messed-up!"

Anyway! It's still cool.

My all time fave is Len Kagamine, second fave is Rin. She's cute, but sometimes they show her as bossy and a jerk. *shrug*

I guess I'll retry putting those songs on my phone, and hopefully they'll work this time. Hopefully.

We're getting ready for a yard sale, so I'll tell you how that goes later. Bai!

Thursday, April 9, 2015

Joseph Smith

Hello, world. Mind if I rant my testimony for a moment?

Today's seminary class was about the martyrdom of Joseph and Hyrum Smith. I have felt so strongly the Holy Ghost... and some deep sadness.

Guess what I learned? The brothers (I wish to be as close to my own sister as these two to each other... just as much as the Elric brothers) were comforted by a passage near the end of Ether in the Book of Mormon. Then, they testified of the truth of that book and of the gospel of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints to the people who kept them in Carthage Jail- under false charges, mind you- with all their hearts.

Um

Excuse me-

If any of you think that Joseph Smith made all this up, then why would he prefer to die than deny the Church was true? Give his testimony of it until the very end?

HE HAD A FAMILY BACK HOME. PEOPLE ON MORE THAN ONE CONTINENT WHO LOOKED UP TO HIM. HE WOULD'VE HAD A LONG LIFE AHEAD OF HIM.

WHY WOULD WE BELIEVE IN SOME CRAZY BOOK WRITTEN BY SOME CRAZY GUY UNLESS WE HAD REASON?

IT IS ALL TRUE, AND I COULD NEVER BE CONVINCED OTHERWISE.

The Book of Mormon is on the Earth only for the benefit of man, just like the Bible. It really doesn't hurt to try reading it.

*drops mic*

(Watch Jeffrey R. Holland's talk "Safety for the Soul" if you are able to. Please.)

On a completely unrelated note, I found out that Poof from Fairly OddParents! talks now. It is so wrong. *shiver* A new voice-actor needs to be picked. NOW.